I hate getting those feelings where you feel like something bad’s about to happen. It’s like a constant ache in your heart that won’t go away no matter how hard you try and ignore it. I hate more than anything, going to bed with them. I often have to do that a lot. What’s even worse though, is waking up to terrible news. Left wondering if this is all just a terrible dream. It isn’t.
I don’t know how to handle a lot of things. Especially death.